I need to get away, I have no idea where, or how. I cant handle being here any more, I cannot stand feeling sorry for myself, yet cant find anything within me to motivate me. I dont have a clue what I want, who I am, where Im going, what I should be doing. I want the thoughts to stop..or change, or something...... Why are we here? what are we supposed to be doing? what possible reason could there be for this happening!
I am so lucky....yet so unhappy. I feel so desperate, frustrated, and so annoyed with myself for feeling like this. Sometimes Im sure Im going mad!
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OptimisticCynic
- 2007-12-06 @ 21:13:36
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technomist
- 2007-12-07 @ 14:18:01
Traveling without knowing where you are going can be great fun. Go for it.
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neonmeatdreams
- 2007-12-07 @ 16:24:48
...now take a deep breathe...i felt like you for a long time and I still dont know what is going on in life, but trying new things and experiences helps, go somewhere you've never been before!
Which is pretty much what 'technomist' said i guess -
Why are we here in general you mean? As a species?
If that's your angle you can find the answers from Darwin. It is all quite astonishingly wonderful when you think about it.