I need to get away, I have no idea where, or how. I cant handle being here any more, I cannot stand feeling sorry for myself, yet cant find anything within me to motivate me. I dont have a clue what I want, who I am, where Im going, what I should be doing. I want the thoughts to stop..or change, or something...... Why are we here? what are we supposed to be doing? what possible reason could there be for this happening!
I am so lucky....yet so unhappy. I feel so desperate, frustrated, and so annoyed with myself for feeling like this. Sometimes Im sure Im going mad!